Learned enough from my mistakes,
My spirit the devil takes,
Learned from all you didn't say,
Every day I'd wake and pray,
Why am I trying to live,
If I'm just living to die
To dream Id dare,
My mistakes you'd stare,
Id try to cry,
But you'd not know why,
Id try to change
and you'd be one step back from the worst
Is this ever gonna end,
Your love I tried to mend,
Whenever I seek support
you'd dare me not,
Is blood the only way,
your love to come my way,
Ive given you my all,
you keep pushing me to fall,
No matter how hard id try,
You'd walk away and inside id die
You are the one taking me apart,
but still I keep you in my heart.
This is all i am
all that ill be,
Every time I smile
it feels like needles on my spine
Cut the act, I'm going,
a thousand footsteps without knowing
