Loosing My Mind

In the deep darkness of the night
I struggle again continuing the fight
Consuming flames burrow inside
Like an anger I cannot hide

The night contunues to grow old
Shivers run down my spine in it's cold
Not seeing how this could turn out right
Unable to lay the bottle down tonight

The pain so freely running deep
With the blood inside trying not to seep
The mindless thoughts rushing through my head
Will not stop untill I am dead

My mind is something I learned to fear
Not knowing why I keep myself here
But a life with her at my side
Would cure me of my pain with nothing to hide.