I wonder if I should tell her
how he played both of us
one against the other
who will she trust?
I wonder if I should tell her
about the pain that she will endure
when he leaves her
for someone else once more.
I wonder if I should tell her
how he does not care about her
but only the action that he's prepared to receive.
I wonder if she will listen,
I wonder if she will care.
I wonder if she ever wonders
about the softness of his hair.
I wonder if she knows
about me at all.
I wonder if she cares,
a little,
or not at all.
I wonder if she ever doubts what he says,
the smooth words that leak out of his mouth,
like a poisonous venom that she never says.
I wonder why he said the things he did
I wonder if he ever meant the words he said.
I wonder if she knows what other people say,
the things about him that he will never say.
I wonder if she will believe it,
the truth that lacks in his words.
as his words are a poisonous venom,
that casts a spell,
that even I once fell for.
