That day

I was still half asleep when mum told me the sad news
it didn't really click until i read the message but i didn't cry
i just went and sat in my room
that day i did nothing i just sat there and stared out my window
no thoughts ran through my head i was blank
it was like i was a statue
that night i had basketball i didn't want to go but mum made me
and that was when i broke i was no longer a statue i was now feeling every emotion possible all at once i didn't know what to do so i just burst into tears
everybody was asking me if i was OK
i just wanted them to leave me alone
i don't even know why i cried it's not like it happened to me
they don't understand the respect i have for u
they don't understand how much you have helped me
i just wished i could of helped you
you mean heaps to me i don't think you know how much you mean to me
you had something so beautiful taken away from you
i will never understand why
god must of need an angel that day