Benefits Of A Breakdown Part 1.

Been over this pavement one too many times before, walking back and fourth I can never get away from glimpses of your face. I made this promise to you one time before, forty five times before, and I'll make it a thousand more if only you'll give me a chance, I swear Ill hold you up whenever you're feeling weak. Hold your hand, if only you'll please help me understand, how any feeling could be better than this

Lying away at 3 a.m. in hopes to hear your voice. Smiles turn to frowns when its not your name on my caller Id. But its just another reason of how much I'm sure of what you mean to me. Spacing out in everything I do, because it means everything that much more to know that I can't help but think of you.

Through the undertoe of a burial of my lost sense, with you I have found my standing point. From midpoint of my contemplative thoughts, you've dug up the indents of my skin to help me learn how to feel rebirthed all over again. And beyond the abandoned individual that Ive tossed, Ive found comfort and security in pieces of a heart that I thought Id lost.

If you decided to walk away from what we should've been leaving me asking about what we could've been, Is it selfish to blame myself for not being enough for you? Well wherever you go, I know that I'll follow your heart beat slowly guiding me to who gives me more than a hand to hold. You give me reasons for not wanting to grow old. You are my youth, and ever since ive first been close to you, I knew i loved you.

Escaping from this body once felt so right then life dropped you down, youve become my wings for flights. Swept me up piece by tender piece, words cant explain how much you saved me from myself. You showed me that its possible to feel alive even when i was sure i had died inside so long ago. Trying to build courage, just as my strength began to crumble, you have taught me how to feel all over again. Above mountain peeks, from reflections of city lights, im focusing more on the image of the sky that seems to illuminate a mirror of your site.