Learn the world is....

When words are gone
And nothing's left,
I must move on,
Whatever is felt.

I clench my fists
And look upside:
No clouds, no mist,
Sharp empty sky.

I feel I can
Though it is hard
To break the fairytales
Living in my heart

To get to know the world
As violent as it is
No single tear and no word,
I am just clenching fists

To learn how to cope.
To dig my illusions deep.
But not to lose my hope
And a bit of optimism.

To learn that in our life
Colours are not just
black and white.
I believe i must.

to be probably continued. if it's worth being continued.