Broken

I dont understand
how you could not care
i cried for hours at night
and you weren't there.
how could you do this?
why do you want her?
drama is her game
if thats what you want
go ahead and ruin your life
im a better friend
than she will ever think of becoming.
i know we have our problems..
but doesnt every friendship?
this world isnt perfect
so why cant i give you another chance?
well lets see...
you have betrayed me before...
you told me "your my best friend"
and now its torn apart.
what does she have that i dont?
wait...
she has all that drama and all the popularity.
but you know what?
i dont need that
cause i got jesus and i know he'll never leave my side
so now you gotta find your way
to a new best friend.
cause im not here for you anymore.
im sorry but this has gone too far.
im tired of being used by so many people
but i want to say thanks,
thanks for opening my eyes
and showing me who my true friends are.
theres only two that got my back,
the rest are for her.
i should have known this was coming.
everyone else just follows her.
how could someone so hateful be loved so dear
when all shes going to do..
is stab you in the back
and trust me one day she will..
your going to do something that makes her mad
your not even going to know it did
and shes going to do the same thing she did to me..but its going to be to you instead
and your going to wish you never made this decision.
im sorry our friendship has to end
but i cant go on anymore
with the lies and the back stabbing.
girrl, i love you but sometimes love hurts.
you were one of my best friends and now your gone
please dont talk to me or text me anymore.
i dont want anything to do with you now that you've done this
i dont hate you because i was taught not to hate.
but i am very badly hurt..
i thought you were my TRUE friend...
but i guess not..
so just know that im not here anymore..
so dont call me or text me or say hey in the hall.
from now on i will ignore you..
and forget that we were ever friends..
im sorry it has to be that way..
but everyone agrees that i made the right decision..
i cant live like this anymore.
im sorry..
and have a great life being miserable
and being backstabbed by the one who hates the world
i hope you guys grow close and she knocks you off your feet
cause then i can look at you and say...
will you ever do that again?
im pretty sure you will say no
because this feeling hurts bad.
nobody likes to lose their best friend
but i gotta do this for me and for you.
now don't worry about any drama from me
so i honestly hope you live a good life and you follow god all the way through.
be good and dont fall into the worlds temptations..
but most important
dont come running to me
when she knocks you down on the ground
and she hates you...cause in her book you will be just one more person she doesnt have to call friend.