Never alone

Fighting,
cutting,
hurting,
.........
screaming to be saved
........
body is throbing......
painfully bleeding
he stands there with a smirk on his face
im yelling and pleading
.........
why cant you go?
i never wanted you
let me die alone....
.........
i try to yell
but a silent scream comes out
i cant take this i have no doubt.