My hell of a life

My life is hell
it has been ever since
that bastard moved in
you call him your boyfriend
but you can not see it
the way that i do
all you see is the love
but he is really playing you
all he wants is a house and a phone
you should have seen it coming
by the way he didn't bother
going to the hospital with you
i am scared you may die
it hurts being around you
knowing you may not be here for long
the kids here treat me like shit
i kinda say it don't hurt me
but thats not at all true
it keeps hurting me more and more
I'm left with all the pain
and sometimes it gets to intense
i just wanna die
i know you think my life is easy
but its really not at all
the only way i can get away
may hurt you even more
you need to get your life together
i know it sounds harsh
but I'm truly sorry
hey mom just remember i always love you