Pain

Why do I have to go through this
everyday I am beaten, everyday I am scarred
i have learned to get through it, but it still really hurts.
People around me asking am I Okay
Me asking will this ever go away
I try to ignore the bruises you made
but every time I get you out of my mind
you just start up again.
Now I remember the day you forced me to kiss you
and till this day I�m scared to walk alone.
You called me a b****, but that�s not my worst concern
I try to fight back, but I just get pushed back down
I slapped you one time, but you just made another bruise
I remember the day I almost died
the day I almost slit my throat
This is what it comes to, this is how it ends
MY life is in your hands and never getting out
I try to release myself but all I get is a slap
now I learned to be strong, and always carry on
but till the day you stop beating me
I will never have a place called home