It's Not Fair

I see him fading away
No, this cannot be
I love him so much
Why can't he love me?

I see him everyday
And I force a smile on my face
The feelings and tears from last night
I must erase

It's truly not fair
We were so close
I loved you so much
I feel I've lost what means most

I've never hurt this bad
Not over any guy
I see him every day
And I flaunt my fake disguise

He thinks I can handle being friends
Though, truly, I cannot
I really wanted it
But it hurts more than I thought

I miss how we used to be
And how we loved each other
I need you to know
I'm now incapable of ever loving another