Having a hole for a heart.....

Here in this place i don't belong , i find myself all alone.
Everywhere I look I feel so cold, so unheard.
My heart used to be kind , but now is just empty and dead.

I think if i could get a hug , my tears would go away .But every time gets worst .The people that are always around me , don't know the hurt they cause by simply saying anything .

In my school ,I'm always alone ..Maybe because I'm not a people's person , but i like to be by myself .to think about things and problems .

i may wear black but i have feelings too..
my every tear ,cuts in my skin like a knife..
i feel and see that when i talk no one , ever listens ,like I'm not there or just not important enough for them to care.

I want this feeling to go away ,the feeling of being left out, alone sad depressed , and so misunderstood..
Because of them..i have to kill my emotions.I have a hole for a heart..........