All my life ive been through pain ... present becomes past days become days ..... when will it end when will it change ... what must i do to be happy again ..... locked inside bound and gagged chain to my heart walls ill withstand ..... tears drop heart beats .... suffering starts .... arms start to bleed ..... hidden anger starts to arise ... i close my eyes .... though shall not kill so it is said ... but what if i must what then.... i love her to death and she might be the one ... should i kill for her ... whats done is done ..... take my own life or just hang on .... ? tyhese feelings are still bound inside tearing around makeing me die inside ...
