Waiting to be slain

See me smile through the day
while deep inside my feelings stray

I live my life like theres nothings wrong
while just within lies a bleeding song

a song in which my feelings show
it tells how I felt so long ago

I used to be happy I used to be glad
but now all the pain will just add and add

nothing seems to go my way
its as if I was meant to pay

to pay for all others have done
to open up fire like a gun

no matter what I say or do
its like I'm living in a zoo

people watching me like I'm insane
just sitting and waiting for me to be slain