Love. Where?

Love is a thing that is hard to get over,
You think someone loves you then they betray you,
I Just wanted to be with you forever,
I didn't think it would make me a pale blue,

When it is late at night and you're fast asleep,
I take your old knife and find a quiet place,
I plan on going into a deep, deep sleep,
The last thing on my mind should not be your face,

When you're gone, my heart is a baron wasteland,
I find my heart wandering back to the night,
It consumes me till my heart is dry as sand,
Tonight I will finally see the white light.