Nightmares and pain

Her minds screaming out for help,
She blocks everyone out turns them down,
Can't let them see her battling,
As she breaks down again,
More things come smashing down,
Still she nothing,
What can others do to save her,
She is useless and broken down,
Was once the one everyone could turn to,
Now is numb and still like a stone in the ground,
Two deaths in three days all to much,
A funeral she can't bare go to,
Now her family hate her,
They don't know what he did to her,
All those years ago,
Nightmares still fresh in her mind,
A event she can't handle made unbearable,
Knowing he will be there,
And her newest friend dead,
Didn't know he was so sick,
At the point of breaking,
Now her breakdowns scare her more,
Knowing first hand what happens when things get too much,
Knowing what he did,
Hearing the thump that ended it all,
She can't sleep,
She can't cry,
All she can do is try.