I'm all done

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry for the wrongs I did
I'm sorry for intruding in your life
I'm sorry for all my s**t

I'm sad because I am the way I am
I'm sad because I ruined something good
I'm sad because we never got a chance
I'm sad because my words gets misunderstood

I'm feeling lost sinking in a bottomless sea
I'm feeling lost in a world that don't forgive
I'm feeling lost grasping for a thread of happiness
I'm feeling lost trying to find a reason to live

I'm closing my eyes erasing the memory of you
I'm closing my heart from the creeping pain
I'm closing my mind trying to find my way back
I'm closing my last thought of you that's driving me insane