Joey is going ensaine

Sometimes we emagine our selfs so gd and perfect
as if we are livin in ina dream thats wont effect
we create our own dreams which is fake and no sence
and when u wanna touch it u cant even feel ur fingure prints
u made my own fake dream
all i had is just to scream
am done and useless it seems
every thing is fake
did ya know that my dream u take
i wanted u like hell
it seems i always have to fell
from this first step
i wish this would end my trip
am really bored of this life ship
i cant have u or am not really good for u
all i wanted is ma dream to come true
i dont wanna be with some one else expet u
i can feel u id like to be for u
i neva been like this b4
its seems i really went to the floor
its like am ina jail with 4 walls and no door
i wanna be free bt i have no key
i wanna be free i wanna be me
i want u next to me
my time is running
my days are coming
i still got this lonly days
every thin got blurded and coverd by shades
its been so hard for me
its really hard to see
iam drownin in ma illusions and fantasy
i hate ma life i wish it would ends
i still got nothin even am out of friends
i dont even care and thats not fair with no vence
comon god that doesnt make sence
its seems am out of luck
wt the hell is that.. life had been f.....d
life had chaged every thin became dark
all am hearin is lost dogs bark
i used to have a heart bt every one had passed by it
he stoled it apart
one after one had some thin from it
till now am livin without it
i lost ma brain
its seems am goin insaine
u know what i wish i got a jet plane
so i go away with ma dignity and chame
thats what u made me became
i donno who to blame
u where ma everythin u where ma flame
bt it seems am goin ansaine
at last all i still have my dignity and shame
ill live ma rest days lonly with no one
coz i dont give a fu.. anymore for fame
i hate ma self i hate joey i just want it to go away