Love Always..

To my dear baby,

I thank the Lord for you each and every day because your eyes bring me sunshine and your sun brings me warmth. My always cold hands have explanations but i know you'd be disappointed with me if i told you why. For so long i have wanted to tell you exactly what creature i am. I am a blood thirsty vampire, seeking only my own blood.For so long I've resisted the ever so tempting gentle touch of the blade, but it's getting to be so hard. you know i love you with all my heart and I'm so sorry to throw your love away.You were there when my best friend left me and for that i will always thank you.. you didn't leave me, but now things have become too complex for you to stay. You must go my love, and i tell you this only because i care. I'm so sorry sweetie that i have to leave you this way but someday somehow you will find me, even if its in the depths of your own heart. Please forgive me..though i will never forgive myself. It's time to say goodbye now..I'm truly..very sorry.
Love always, me.