Im not going to bear this pain

Im not going to trust your words anymore.
not saying a word to make you see,
how much i wish you would love me.
because all it does is make you not care.
Im not going to break my heart to give to you.
NOt show my emotions.
Let my words and my feelings for you
just flow off my lips,
to let you laugh and mock me.
WHy cant you see how much you need me.
WHy, dont you just care.
WHy cant my love give you any feeling at all.
WHy dont your promises not matter.
and im not going to tell you my secret,
but, i love you more that this world.