Every Single Day

You sit and you pray
Every single day
Smile and be happy
But inside your crying sadly

Plip,plip,plip
you watch as it drips
The physical evidence of my pain
It's not for you to gain

Beat,beat,beat
It slows to a stop
Can you stay?
Can you watch?

I lay on my death bed
The floors painted red
The blood drips down my arm
Onto the foor

I look up and smile
While every single day
You sit and you pray'

I pick up the knife for the very last time
It is time for me to say my final goodbyes