What is it?
That makes this world keep spinning.
Who is it?
That makes me keep living.
When will it be?
When i finally see the light.
Why is it?
That everything i see isn't apart of me.
When was it?
When life started falling apart.
Where was it?
When he met his first son.
Why was it?
That he disclaimed the boy, knowing it was his.
What happened?
When he never became a father.
When he stoped trusting his children.
Or even when his children stoped trusting him.
Stopped believeing in him.
How come the only father I have is the one I can never see?
And the man that believes in me is the one that knows when I'm going to screw up.
Is it bad that the father I love more is the one that has always known what to do?
He's the father that has never turned his children away.
He's the one that knows everything about me and more.
He even knows my every move before i actually make it!
The only one that is always with me no matter where I am or what I am doing.
My true father is the one that is never ashamed of me no matter what I do.
And I know he truly cares,
Just because he can end my life with just a snap of a finger,
And surprisingly I'm not dead yet.
He loves me even when I'm down in deep.
He holds me when I am scared.
He's the one that carries me through my life.
And even though I tend to fall.
He's always there to pick me up.
Of course there are times when I disapoint him.
Those are the times when I have disapointed myself.
He's the father I have always had.
Although he is the father I have never met.
I love him with all my heart.
And my love will not fade.
