Stuck Here In Regret

Lies over run with pain
Lost in Love
Praying it wouldn't happen again

One day he loves me & misses me
The next he wont call
& I'm stuck here regretting... the day I happened to fall

Fall so fast in Love with you
Maybe then the pain wouldn't be so strong
& I could easily move on && find someone new

But No..The pain is eating my inside from out
Stuck here crying tears of blood
This cant be what Love is about?!?!

The old promising kisses
The sweet get aways
Now just a memory
Of the better days

Why..why put me through all of of this shit
...Tears, screams, Hate, & Pain
Why would you even do this
Over & Over again

I have no clue..
Not any kind of Idea
Why this pain you would put me through?