Neverending Circle

Just a heads up, I found this in a VERY old notebook. Quite interesting to re-read... Might as well post it right!

I watch you talk
See your eyes shine
I want to love you
to make you mine

I cannot stop it
It's taking over me
This feeling for you
Wont let me be

We become friends
just like that
then you like my best friend
damn, oh snap

I let it be
we're better off friends
but the pain still hurts
this will never end

It happens too often
And it's never I
I want it to be me
this makes me cry

I get over you
and find another
but of course he also wants
her as his lover

why am I always low
I wish it was me
so difficult to accept
that it will always be she.