On my own

Please do not hate me,
because I already do,
please do not hurt me,
because I do that too.

Please do not make fun of me,
I already hear things in my head,
please do not kill me,
I already wish I was dead.

Please do not laugh at me,
the sound burns my ears,
please do not whisper behind my back,
your words I can still hear.

Please do not yell at me,
I get scared enough,
please do not try to fight me,
you know that I'm not tough.

Please do not lie to me,
I can see right through you,
please do not judge me,
though this is nothing new.

Please do not love me,
It would be such a waste,
please do not care for me,
I am not your taste.

Please just walk away,
I want to be alone,
please just forget about me,
I am better off on my own.