Screaming Out My Silent Plea

I'll never understand why everyone has to leave,
Maybe I can just smile all the pain away.
My heart will always be worn on my sleeve,
Maybe I won�t even remember this day�.

The pain is gripping my heart,
I've never felt so heart broken.
My life is falling apart.
I left too much unspoken.

I pushed you away from me,
There is too much pain in my heart,
Pain I won�t let you see,
Pain that is still ripping me apart.

When will I be able to breathe again?
Will tomorrow be a better day?
Or will I be forced to wait till this tortured life comes to an end?
I want someone to take all the pain away.

I stare down at the ground,
And watch the tears hit the floor.
If only my life could have turned around,
and been back to the way it was before.

(This is an older poem I found)