I am as blue as a midnight sky

I am as blue as the midnight sky
I wonder if the stars are shining as brightly as they can
I hear the moving of the trees leaves as the wind blows
I see nothing but the moon
I want a friend who understands me for me
I am as blue as the midnight sky
I pretend I ‘m happy and full of joy
I feel sad and gloomy not knowing what to do next
I touch the grass and the loose dirt on the ground
I worry I will not be found
I cry so that tears hide my face
I am as blue as the midnight sky
I understand this is just a phase
I say this because I feel like a disgrace
I dream and hope for a new love
I try to pass through life like a light from above
I hope I can blow away in the wind
I am as blue as the midnight sky