So here I am
Staring at the stars again
God, its so beautiful out here
I just wish I still had you
I want to share this night with you
Lying here on the grass
Breathing in the cool night air
Wondering if I ever cross your mind anymore
Its been eight months
Eight months since you crushed my heart
Eight months since my world came crashing down
But I know
Its time to let go
Its time to move on
I cant keep waiting for you to come back
For you to come and save me
From this nightmare I call my life
I have to save myself
And pull out of this cold, dark hole
I know I can do it
I could be strong again
This could be the key to my recovery
But as much as I need to let you go
I cant seem to do it
Cant seem to find the strength inside me
To watch you fade away in the distance again
They all said it would heal with time
They all said to carry on and try your best
They said Id be over you in no time
But they dont understand how much it hurts
How deeply it has all made me think
How hard it is to pretend
I dont know how much more of this I can take
But even after all the pain you put me through
And even though you dont care
I still love you
With all the little broken pieces of my heart
I wish you were still here with me
Holding me close
And giving me all your love
Youll never find anyone
Who loves you more than me
Id give up everything for you
Even if it hurts
Because even if it does
Nothing could ever hurt as much as what Im going through now
I love you
