The Hangmen's Noose

I've been hanging from the Noose for sometime now. The longer I hang the tighter the rope gets. I've been hanging hear since I turned 11. For seven years now everyone one has been waiting to see my neck break. Still I keep them waiting, Still I keep them anticipating. The world which I live in shows a neediness to watch me die. With my failures & my crimes being read off by the Hangmen, while they wait for me to permanently Slumber, mine eyes begin to see clearly on my true life goals. What they are, is not in sight yet, but the fact that are speaking to me make my life worth living. Soon enough like many times before the Hangmen will set up the Gallows to try & kill me, But this time I will be doing the Hanging