What I Meant To You

I feel like crying
all because of you
i don't think you realise
the effect of what you do

You say you care
that you love me a lot
but when i need you
your out smoking pot

And when I'm lonely
your the only thing i need
to make me smile
but your too busy smoking weed

I understand
i really do
at least i know
whats more important to u

Because when Brian died
i looked to u for support
but you made up an excuse
didn't give it another thought

And when i called you up
after i had tried it again
when the cuts were still deep
you were partying with your friends

So i ignored you
thinking you would see
thought u would change
because u really cared for me

But weeks passed
and u never called
i guess you forgot
i even existed at all

And as i woke up
and realised the truth
it had been clear all along
but i had ignored the proof

Those nights
when we went out
and u left me in the corner
surrounded by doubt

And when you ditched me
to hang out with ur friends
you always thought
id be with u till the end

I'm sorry to say
after what we've been thru
my life would have been better
if i had never met you