Honest

You told me to always be honest with people in life and some thing good would happen..

sooo....i did..

i told you i hated you,

i told you i didn't want you anymore..

and you got mad. but i just said i was only being honest..

and out of no where i got more feelings.sooo..

i told you that i hated looking at you..

i told you i couldn't stand you..

i told you the only reason i stayed with you for 9 months was because i didn't want to hurt you..
even though i did..

i told you the truth about everything and how i felt about you.
and you still didn't like it, but you told me to still always be honest with people...

soo..i was and look where it got me..

all alone..with no friends.
always depressed..
always scared of what might happen next....

but at least i can say i have always been honest...
even though i feel really bad about it...