Something is wrong

When you don't feel the scissors pain
you know something is wrong

when you watch your blood hit the floor
you know all hope is gone

when you cry for hours straight
you know that no one cares

when you need someone to talk to
you know that no one is there

when you force a smile that fools your friends
you know something isn't right

and when you spend sleepless hours
hugging your pillow and praying at night

when you finally realize all of this
you know no one will ever understand you

when you take one too many pills
you know there's nothing left for you to do