More harder can't do is the more pulling back itself not to try one little thing to take a step by step to go farther through love has gone to the drain if I try to stop the feelings If i wanted it disappear but I can't just because he still here even tho I can't say everything or do anything just I've been through there before and doesn't mean it careless to show, is just I tried to do everything for him to be loved.

You written good. Keep it up