Why???

Why did you leave me?
Why did you go?

Didn't you swear you'd always be there?
Didn't you say you'd always care?
Well I guess you lied, you lied and hurt
and now I'm left here feeling like dirt.

You were so sweet
and perfect I thought you to be
But you are not perfect
You are not sweet.
You're simply a liar whom I can never defeat.

I gave and shared many things with you,
My first love,
My first kiss,
Being with you felt like Bliss.
But I was wrong
Just like you
I'll move on
You'll soon see
But I'll still wonder why and how...
How could you leave me?
How could you go?
But these feelings I will never show.

~MY BOYFRIEND BROKE UP WITH ME!!!! I MISS HIM SO SO SO MUCH!!! WE'RE STILL REALLY GOOD FRIENDS (I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS UPSET RIGHT AFTER WARDS) BUT IT'S SO HARD TO THINK OF HIM AS JUST A FRIEND NOW!! I LOVED HIM MORE THAN I'VE EVER LOVED ANYBODY!