It's over

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it's over

You have more mood swings
than that of a person with bipolar
at one moment we are in love
and with a drop of a pin
you turn into someone that i dont know
you push me away violently
telling me what we are
that thng we have
is a total lie from you
that you never loved me at alll
shock hits me in endless waves
its like my heart stands still
i can't breath i gasp for air
and when i reach for you
your already gone
i cry and beg forgiveness
of something i never did
but in a sad way
i feel its my fault
its what i convince myself
i call and cry to you once again
begging you to give me another chance
there is always that one last chance
you ignore me and hang up
but just like that
the very next day
everything is fine again
you call to say you love me
acting as if yesterday is a dream
but, really, what i am saying
is i can't do this anymore
its draining me completely
you bring on confusion
hate, anger, resentment
feelings i never felt before
and before i completely hate you
i will let you go
and i will remember the good times
because, my baby,
i love you....
...always and forever, right? . . . .