Doubt

A dark abyss this doubt
Consuming insatiable hunger for truth
I have felt your glances
These glances that ignite darkest flames in my mind
I have heard your sighs
These sighs that bring me to the brink of destruction
Still my soul is wracked by turmoil

Indescribable fatigue
Late nights tossing turning, haunted by your image
I can hear your voice
The low thunder rumble that soothes my inner demons
I can sense your touch
The touch that brings me ecstasy and madness
I cannot release the silent screams I feel.

My heart beats wrenched from its chest
I feel lost at sea, the waves of thoughts and feelings crashing
And thrashing my body
I have no control
I must know