NEVER

I just cant forgive myself
for the horrible things i did to you
even knowing I cant re-do it all over again
I wish I could make it up to you

But as usual its too late for me to do it
because you are not here so I try to repare
the stupid things i said and did
I just never realized how bad I made you feel

You were a saint you just loved me
Whats wrong with me ? How could I have done this?
I am a bad person I deserve every punishment
I have to pay, And i will pay for everything

I should tell everybody what kind of person I am
I bet everyone would walk out on me
as soon as they find out what I did in the past
I know I would but I just cant