Crawling in my skin!

by Carol Owen   May 16, 2008


It seems that there's this monster inside me.

Crawling in my skin.
These roads they will not end.

CHORUS
Fear is my downfall
Distorting what is real.

Never feel never heal.

I can't give in to these feelings.
Every day you see me smile.
What you don't see is my denial

My smile

Contradictory of how I feel.
Trying to pretend this isn't real

Discrimination is what you're demonstrating.
To debate only generates hate.
When you hate then you're bound to get irate
Now I'm in quite a state.
I cannot wait for this pain to abate.

Nobody listens
No one cares.
You don't give a rip whether I live or die.
I think that I'll just go off and cry

REPEAT CHORUS

I want to live
I want to die.
I can't decide.

I think I'm in a living hell.

Even though they say it will be alright.
You'll still hear me say I want to end my life.
I want to end this lie I'm in the midst of.
Send me an angel from heaven above.

To die alone a painful death.
That is what I deserve.

A stab to the wrist
One will end it all
My deaths risen call.

All because
I'm angry at you.
So angry at me.
Angry at the whole infernal world
My anger is unmitigated

You're so overrated.
Stories are unrelated.
I watch you go undebated.
It's high time for your views
To be restated

I'm sorry to say that weâ??re related
More like conjugated
I wish you'd consider me equated.
It seems that we are fated
Even created...
To be like oil and water.

Now matter how you try
You just get in hotter

REPEAT CHORUS

Now it's time for one of us to go.
Knowing that you're such a HO! (Habitual Offender)
It will probably be me
Goodbye world!

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