I'm getting jumped by my emotions left and right to let this feeling go but my heart is so uncontrollable that I can't stop to hear my mind telling me its been done My hands are pulling me places that my feet can't follow nor go but my heart has ways of coming to understanding that it is what it is and I can't change it with money, persuasion or hopeful thinking I'm not OK but I can live without getting my way even though half of me is broken and the other half is torn to pieces with grief not sorrow My lesson learned is to open my heart as wide as my imagination Only I don't know if I can get hurt from putting myself out there like that...again The cycle must stop here but then again will I be able to have feelings like that more than once
