The fall

Going by that place almost every day
the place that was going to end it all
had no reason to continue or stay
just wanting to take the leap and fall

Seeing it just brings me back to it all
twisted thoughts going through my head
not being able to find my saving call
just wanting and praying to be dead

The feeling hopeless every day
going through the same stuff
not being able to get away
feeling I've had enough

Drowning the pain with every bottle
drinking every night and day away
never easing up on the throttle
leading myself farther and farther astray

Going by that place almost every day
the place that was going to end it all
trying to keep my feelings at bey
staying away from the final fall