Upon this moment... things shall never be about me.
I take a vow of listening only, keeping my pain to myself
No one needs to be burdened with my pains....
The people i love are suffering enough... only now are they admitting it.... i fear it is my fault they've never trusted me enough..
Only outlet will be this way... and my hidden desperate way.
No attention seeking...
Never talking about myself... no matter what is asked
Acting like nothings wrong will be my talent... just like in the past.
Forever more I'm going to be there listening
Catching the tears
Trying to find their smiles
Reminding them how loved they are
No one shall know of my sadness.. suspected depression...
Going to continue being all about the ones i love and the people who need friends to help them.
Going to give up on myself, who needs to care about me, i decide here and now that I'm not worth the time of anyone else, not even myself.
look out everyone you'll never see the real me again.
You'll only see a selfless teen
