I get so angry because it won't end.
Give me a heart to lend.
As mine has been bleeding too long.
Some times I ask myself what did I do wrong?
But then again, I blame me.
Not many can see.
That when the dread comes back.
My heart has turn to black.
Some times I wish I could not feel.
Then maybe these scars shall heal.
Maybe love is all I need.
But all love has done is make me bleed.
Yet all I hear is the humming scream in my head.
Why is that I can not believe a word you said...?
Take it away, please take it away.
Cause I hate for the pain to stay.
And linger...in my heart.
Pulling me apart.
Driving me mad...
From feeling always sad.
Some times.....It goes away.
But it comes back...every day.
Maybe some one can take this away for me.
And forever, never shall the hurt be.
Truth is I don't know who I am no more.
I could let this end....If my heart wasn't so sore.
My soul prays for that feeling.
I need some healing...
I just hope I don't turn to drugs to ease the pain.
I know that would make me insane.
Or maybe I already have done.
Here I am waiting for the dawn, the sun...
To rise....& light up this dark night.
So I can carry on and follow the light.
