Loss of a loved one

She was so defenseless,
with no hope of escape,
what he DId was relentless and cruel,
the child he did rape.
Her freedom he took,
her life he stole,
kids said to her she liked the old,
they didn't know better,
to them it was a joke.
The crime lasted long,
it wouldn't go away,
she now starts to self harm,
to bleed the pain away.
A couple of years went by,
she hasn't heard from him,
for he was locked in jail,
but swore for his revenge.
The girl's now 17,
she still lived day by day,
until the torture started in a verbal kind of way.
The sky was blue,
the day near done,
when name were called,
by everyone.
Awful, cruel names,
she ran from school,
and disappeared into a room.
The girl had died,
her body found,
in a pool of her blood,
she had drowned.
I'll miss you girl,
I'll miss you heaps,
without you here,
i can not sleep.
And when i do you're in my dreams,
if you're not there,
I'm going to scream.
When i think of you,
I've always cried,
why couldn't i stop your suicide?
The pain wont stop,
I'll always cry,
till the very day i die,
thinking of your suicide.