How could this happen to me?

So long I've felt this deep connection
And I was about to plant a kiss
But I took too long, It was wrong
And gone, the chance I miss

Now I sit in so much sorrow
I kept you was too late
I pray for it to be goen tomorrow
But still its me you hate

I know apalogizing won't make it better
But so much I wish it could
And if I could take back everything
You should know I would

I wish the mistakes I've made before
Would go and fade away
But since you won't forgive me
I've promised to stay away

I know you think I'm crazy
And that's just fine with me
But safe inside and all locked up
Inside my heart you'll always be

Forever I will wait for you
And even if I die
I will still miss that kiss
Even high up in the sky

You have closed a spot in me
That won't be touched again
But I will always love you
Until the very end

My life won't be the same
And once you start to leave
I will always wonder
how could this happen to me?