My deepest fear

My deepest fear knows no limits and fears not even fear itself, I feel that if i continue to live this lie and to live in this place that i will burn up and die, die a death that deserves not a proper funeral but a place where there is no place for the weary to rest and no peace for the tormented of souls only a place of limitless agony of a life that has been drained.

Drained of all it youth and passion, the passion of life itself, has been washed down the drain to the sewage pipes never to be seen again but only to remembered by the stench that seeps back through the same pipes again, no my deepest fear isn't isn't to live life or die death or even the afterlife itself, my deepest fear is to live a life that is filled with fear and failure and to die a death of shame and regret, it is to have lived that life and die that death and live on in the afterlife to with the memories of my life and death of fear manifested in my failure, regrets and shame.