She sits on her bed
Thinking about everything that has gone on
but the more she thinks the more she wants to cry
still she sits on her bed waiting to die
She's staring at the ceiling
Not in the real world
Cause she's safer in her own
then if she were to be out here on her own
At school she waits for it to get over
cause all she wants to do is escape
She watches everyone hoping they walk by
she just wants to re-enter her world
Again she's sitting on her bed
drowning out the world
for tonight she trys to die
cause all she's doing is crying inside
Dreams of death at night
feelings of dread and hate fill her days
lies and tears are inside her
and she feels death can release her
And she doesn't want this pain
SHe wants it all to go away
but no one lets it all die
they bring it all back to the surface
they make her remember why she wants to die