Last and Final Goodbye

My heart hurts
my mind screams
no part of my soul
can take this any longer
i talk to many
and leave with a goodbye
worded so differently
than i have ever said it before
but very few notice
until they hear words of another
after days have passed
and the discover the truth
that i was saying my last goodbye
because i cant take it any longer
and no longer want to live
so now i shall say goodbye to you
that last and final goodbye
to this world that has driven me out
this world that is the reason that i say words
that none would have guessed i would speak
and none still believe it is possible
that i will speak no more
and write no more
for i have spoken my last words
with that last and final goodbye