She is there.
But something is getting in the way.
Of me talking to her.
I try to sneak around.
But the air around gets thinner and thinner.
Suffacating me.
The closer i get.
I realize there is a distance.
I have to stay from getting choked by this force.
Its as if my soul is telling me to slow down.
My steady heart beat increasing.
The more I follow the strange pull.
That is causing me to turn into the thing that you cant defeat.
Without fear.
The thing that holds you back from your full potential.
The thing that makes you cower in a corner.
To hide the darkness.
Within...
I start to ease away from the wall.
And the farther I go.
The air gets clearer.
But i feel a slight empty feeling.
Inside that just is eating away at my conscience.
Telling me to hold on.
I see the wall from a distance.
As it slowly comes closer.
But I can't reach it without making a sacrifice.
To have that struggle.
And finally know where I stand.
