I sit here in the silence,
i see you in my dreams,
i call out your name,
but you can no longer hear my screams.
i see your face everyday,
i even hear your voice,
though you dont seem to be there,
well, i guess that was your choice.
i never thought that,
you would take your own life,
i never imagioned,
this would end in a knife.
i miss your laugh,
and the way you smile,
it feels like you've been gone forever,
but its only been a while.
oh my dear friend,
i guess this was your fate,
i wish i wouldve known how you felt,
before it was too late.
maybe i couldve saved you,
maybe i couldve made you stay,
i hate myself for not knowing,
you were gonna die that day.
its hard for me to write this,
its so hard not to cry,
i replay the same sentance in my head,
"Why did he have to die?!"
But,darling i shall join you,
i'll end this today,
because its much too hard to live,
when your best friend's gone away....</3
Dedicated to my good friend Robbie. i miss youu;;Robz<3
