A lot of thinkin running through ma mind...I'm emotionaly destroyed...I thought for hrs last nite bout wat shud I do with you shud I get up and leave you alone or stick around while u think bout her in the meantime u are with me...I can't realli describe what the hell I'm feeling but its something krazie some days I love you some days I want you but then there's other days where I can't stand you and wish u wuld jus leave me alone...I've tried many things to get away frm you but everything around me is you...the air I breathe the floor I walk on the bed I sleep in...it all forms a picture of you...I'm constantly battling ma self and whether I shud forget bout you....but then again that's jus something ma heart can't seem to do
